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Saturday, October 18, 2008,11:30 PM

i thought of posting up my own entry.. but by looking at the response from my shoutbox.. i might just answer their questions this time.

feonna:
i hope you're doing just as awesome! :D
i've moved on and enjoying my internship for now.

nang-ge-dang-dangs:
dear love, i hope you're still hype with that boring job of yours. muah :]

i'm doing good! like superb! my supervisor is a hip woman and i get lots of lab things to do. cigarette testing lab. too bad i don't smoke anymore. they log the number of cigarettes used. so, in case if they do check for remaining cigarettes and found missing.. those under my care, i mean.. i'll be in shit-dipped situation. too risky :D

i've pampered myself with a Fossil watch. in need of a watch. not knowing the time drive me nuts during my journey to HSA. i've always wanted a Fossil watch :D

and black converse shoes. necessity to match my usual black outfits. hahaha. no need formal wear! so my jeans and the usual outfit you used to see me wearing can be worn. even my black skirt! :D gotta shave legs more often like this. lol.

there are other interns from NP, TP and one from NUS. the most decent lot of us all are from... of course not NYP! hahahaa. NP peeps are like seriously innocent and decent. they are in Pharma lab. Xiaoyi and Sarah are in Cosmetic lab. if you're in need of a used foundation or lipstick.. you can find them. LOL. TP dude's project is Viagra. i wannabe his saleswoman but he don't wanna. too bad :p

yandragon:
do i know you? by the way, my cheeks aren't FAT. they are chubby, NOT FAT!
thank you :)
here's a brown shit colour for your name :D

ahmad:
thanks for calling me a 'Night Safari Cat' even though i don't know who you are but i got a gut feeling that you're Edgar. muah :]

apit:
who are you?? yeah i know i look like ghost :p

Saturday, October 11, 2008,11:50 PM

i thought working things out would make him appreciate me but he is still the same and i am only being called for when he wants me. he never fails to break my heart and be such a major disappointment. its only been 1 week of patching things and he's back to his old ways.

i feel used. i feel cheated.

Monday, October 06, 2008,4:51 PM

final week of CPTC training. exam is tomorrow and i am barely prepared for it. going back NYP library to self-study. was supposed to be doing that yesterday too but i had to submit the forms for attachment at HSA myself. so, finally i met the HR in-charge myself. i didn't know how she looked like when i got there (but she's pretty), so i waited for her for an hour until she came to approach me and asked who am i looking for. before her, 3 other employees there approached me with the same question too. at least i get some note-reading done and the place was air-conditioned. i didn't mind the wait. lol.

i had to take a passport photo for the form and i look scary. like a China immigrant with piercing eyes. the only thing i like about that photo would be my messed hair and my eye contour although it is scary. hahaha.

while waiting for my laundry to be done to hang, i'm supposed to be doing my log book. but i'm hungry and there's no food. i wanna eat in school. if i'm hungry, i am in zero mood to do my homework. i'll push them all when i reach school later. hurhur.

except for the ugly tan, i think all is well and going good. this year, i don't have to do much visiting and still get some green packets. hehehe. i have to pick up my arabic back once i attachment starts. its so convenient. direct train to Outram Park from Pasir Ris. lucky i'm not posted to some Jurong or Chua Chu Kang area. traveling will be such a bitch if that happens!

i got back together with carebear. inspired by my trainer's own understanding girlfriend, i sent carebear a message and apologized. he still misses me and blah blah and now we're back together. frankly, i don't believe in patching up but in this circumstance, i think we should work things out. of course i still have feelings for him too. i just hope he would make the effort to spend time with me.

Saturday, September 13, 2008,7:59 AM

2 weeks have flown pass and CPTC training had been good. been much more exciting than past 5 study semesters in NYP. partly cause of the long journey driving that gave me time to soul-search/sing my lungs out/sulk to my sad memories/laugh to myself over the DJs' humorous antics.

today, i don't know why i feel a little pressured. i will have to do my log book tonight. my mom kept on stressing the need to clean up the house, make the curtains, clean up the crayon marks on the floor done by my sister's kids. and i have to clean up these bulk items (dad's stuff) in my already small room.

was clearing the rear boot of the Suzuki and oh my what a mess it was in! these two weeks, only the policemen were the ones who saw the mess in the boot! geez. i have to give the Suzuki a wash tomorrow and vacuum! mom said why don't we just go to the petrol station for a wash? i am not satisfied their cleaning service. i have to do it myself.

i have to start studying tomorrow too. tonnes of things to stuff in my head for thursday's mid term exam. the other thing that's part of the pressure. CPTC life, ain't boring actually (except for most of the lectures). i have my buddies to make my stay there a good one. Augustine with his Flamingo Stunt, hand gestures of testicles (can only be demonstrated in person). even with my voice half gone, i am still chatting away. been sick for 2 weeks, but of course its much better than the first day. occasional ups and downs. consuming panadol pills like supplements everyday to keep my headaches on the low.

Friday, September 05, 2008,6:52 PM

can't compare CPTC's training to NYP's last 5 semesters' lessons.

i love the practicals we did. well, the theories were exceptionally intense and need more effort and time to grasp the concepts, but i think it makes me actually want to work for it. not like in NYP.

most importantly, my NYP PEM ain't there. yeah~
not that i'm notorious.. i'm not a troublemaker. just that i hate doing things when she's around and i hate my course partly cause of her too. enough bitching for the fasting month. i am just glad that i am not in NYP grounds.

traveling... hah. adding up 100Km to the Suzuki's mileage everyday for five days every week. after six weeks, that'll be 3000Km once i'm done with CPTC. James was like, "it takes me an hour to get to my work place. its a matter of choice to drive or to take public transport."

whatever lah, environmentalist.

too bad i'm not as hardcore as James, i know that i do throw my litter into the designated bins. see! i do my part for the environment too, obviously!

jeng jeng jeng!

i got a confidential crush on a guy. just to be more specific on the gender. since its confidential, no more elaboration shall be made. no one knows about it. i think my mom can get the hint, but on the whole, nobody had a single idea about it. by the way, it ain't leaking nor beans rolling out of the can/bottle/cup/bowl/pot.

burning weekends for PFD test next week and also those tutorials.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008,5:22 AM

been tired. really tired and pressured of the coming exams. haven't started anything much. a bit of pharma notes here and there. starlet sold. no more my Little One anymore. still do miss him at times. oh well, got to move on, you know.

went car-hunting yesterday. supposed to head to turf city but ended up going to kaki bukit car mart cause dad was too shagged and had evening shift. so we were rushing for time. guess what? it ended there. check out the ride, yo. the new family member. see the cramped face? hot sun. hurhur.

so, after car-hunting, i went for a drink with a new friend/neighbour named Patrick. i was expecting him to be a little bit taller and broader from the pictures of him i saw. but he came in a smaller package. lol. but he is hot, hot, yummeh. he is just so cute. *grrr (okay, that's a little too desperate) he's a nice company =]

i still take a fancy on cute, chinese guys. LOL.

Friday, August 01, 2008,9:45 AM

its a bit visible. will take more tomorrow and see the outcome. ruined curls :( not curl anymore. near to wave - or even ripples! BOOHOOOOOOOO. :((((((

this curls was after washing with water. some of the gel went off and it was still wet. before that it was really curly and super hard.

i went to perm my hair together with my sister today. initially after they blew dry and sprayed stuff on my hair, the curls were like a bloody bitch poodle and damn hard. its the bloody gel -.-

then went to wash off the gel, my hair didn't curl anymore. i feel so damn cheated. my sister paid for me. heh. hundred bucks for it and it didn't turn out good. utterly disappointed. have to do again. LOL. next time use my own money and also must say PERMANENT PERM. argh.

i will miss my starlet baby. went to send it to the workshop yesterday to get the aircon fixed. its done now. was driving home after picking it up. my heart suddenly beamed and i just realized how much i miss my starlet baby. and now its waiting to be sold off. a tinge of regret, i don't deny. went to hand wash him this evening. used johnson&johnson baby shampoo on him (pampered, right?) lol. actually, just some left overs since don't know when. but he smelled goooood. :]

washing him by hand, gives physical touch. by physical touch, i get to get a heart-to-heart bonding with starlet baby. LOL. (dramatic)
baby, i am going to miss you so much.